2 from 2AM

haloooo haaiiii *berasa jjong*
gue lagi nulis cerita lagi nih, tapi masih gue ketik di kompi karena laptop gue rusak keyboardnya *merana*
tapi kan lama nulis dulu, sedangkan tangan gue udah gatel mau ngeblog jadi gue buka-buka lagi file 2AM gue, apalagi mereka mau ke Jakarta tuh asik asik
nah ini ada 2 dari 2AM aja gue post
yang satu menceritakan seorang cowok yang menurut gue kurang-ajar-tapi-mau-gimana-lagi tapi kocak, satu lagi kasian sih kata gue. video klip nya juga endingnya sedih si abang ong nangis-nangis sesenggukan karena eunsoo mati hem *yaudah sama gue aja bang hehehehe*


WHAT SHOULD I DO?

My heart is beating wildly,
But because I knew it wasn’t for you
But for that person, it hurt so much
These days, whenever you look at me
That person’s face shows up
I am so sorry, meeting you
Was my life’s biggest blessing
I must be an idiot but I can’t stop myself
All I see is her

Oh, I even tried for a few days to forget her
but it is not working too well

What should I do? In your face
All I see is hers
Even if I tell myself that I shouldn’t act like this
It’s not working too well
What should I do? From your voice
All I hear is her
I guess my heart has already left you
And have begun to love her

Even when we meet
I look around to see if that person is there
When we walk down the street
I get scared that she might see
I can’t do this, I know that I shouldn’t be doing this
But the words “I love you” have become more awkward to say
I know you do your best for me
I can’t do the same for you

Oh, even if I tried to love you again, I know I can’t

What should I do? In your face
All I see is hers
Even if I tell myself that I shouldn’t act like this
Its not working too well
What should I do? From your voice
All I hear is her
I guess my heart has already left you
And have begun to love her

I wanted to be at your side forever
And take care of you
But my heart keeps on
Searching for that girl that is not you

What should I do? In your face
All I see is hers
Even if I tell myself that I shouldn’t act like this
It’s not working too well
What should I do? From your voice
All I hear is her
I guess my heart has already left you
And have begun to love her


YOU WOULDN'T ANSWER MY CALL

Even though I know you how much how much you hate it, I can’t do anything but this
In front of your door, just idly waiting

Even though I’m so miserable, it’s better than losing you
I can’t lose you, so I stay near you, in front of your door waiting

You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all
No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use

Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me
Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met
Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry

Looking at my phone ten times a day, even jumping at the slight sound
To find out if you had sent me a text message

At first, at first, I thought like normal fights you would come back
Because you’re such a nice girl you wouldn’t be so cruel to leave me

You who won’t answer my calls anymore, you who doesn’t want to see me at all
No matter how I beg for forgiveness, there’s already no use

Waiting by your door, even if you pretend you can’t see me
Brushing past my shoulder like seeing a stranger you just met
Waiting until you are willing to hear me say sorry